Day 1

A lot as changed since I graduated highschool. I'm going to try to write down feelings, events, anything new happening in my world. Hopefully writing will give me hope that there is a brighter future and that I'm not wasteing my life away.

Today was rather uneventful. I woke up still drunk from Pats house last night. Jack Danielle you get me really drunk. Anyways, I almost woke up late again. No time to shower. Same clothes as last night. Hoorah! There was a very steady amount of customers at the shop today. It made time pass by, thank god.
After work I biked over to the mall to visit Kelly at Delia's. It was her first day. I hate the mall. Too many robots walking around there. I didn't stay long. Started to get clostophobic.

Now here I sit. Alone and my high is dieing down. As emo as it sounds, I'm fucking lonely. I miss just holding someone and it feels like the harder I try, the less progress I make in finding a girl that "meets my standards". It's a tradgedy. The girls that I do like never end up liking me back. Don't get me wrong. Life is good. But life right now is also depressing when there is no one to share it with.
Myshell is back for Thanksgiving break. I'm pretty pumped, but I still can't guage how she feels about me. Calling eachother boo and cute names is killing me. And I still don't know if me kissing her did anything. But man it would be sick nasty if we started dating. She'd be a good girlfriend. I guess I don't have game anymore lol.
I saw Allie last night. Sight for sore eyes on the real. But damn did she get cute. We might hang out tonight, but the momunit is home for the rest of the week. Gotta love thanksgiving!

Aside from girl problems, there is one thing that keeps constant in my life. Biking. Now my life seems to revolve around riding. I really don't mind. Yes, it would be convenient to have a car, but no one likes paying for gas and insurance. I want so many bikes. Hopfully I get the CNA job at Alexian Brothers.
*new jobe means car, more bikes, paintball gun, countless snowboarding trips, snowboard gear, and the best of all, dates. lol I havn't been on a date in forever.

Speaking of snowboarding trips and gear, my urge grows as december approaches. Countless inches of pow pow. Snowbunnies. Shredding backcountry X park X snowbabes. I can't wait. Utah here i come!

Well. I'm tired of typing haha. My stamina will grow the more I do this. Hopefully more tomorrow?

Now go ride your bike or something equally romantic.

Other than

Wow, It's been almost a year since the last time I have updated this baby and I jsut thought it was time for an update. Well the first and most important event that has happened since my trip to Mississippi is that I have unexpectedly fallen in love with a girl I have known most of my life. I mean one day she straight up just asked me to hang out. Yeah I know, she's fearless and I love it. Since that day, she has been all I think about. Since then she has come in to my life and taught me thing that I never thought I would learn, such as loving someone to the point where it's gross lol. I took her to meet my mom as well as the rest of my family and it just feels right. I don't know how to explain it, but when she is around (when we are alone, with family, or in a big group of people) it just feels as if she is supposed to be there. Like she is part of me in a way. It's really breathtaking and it's something I thought I wouldv'e never expieranced till I was thrity or somthing. On top of that she is gorgeous! Oh man, it's just overwelming how beautiful she is and sometimes she forgets it. It's cool though because I tell her everyday how beautiful she is and hopfully when she looks in the mirror she sees what I see. A smart, talented, determined, beautiful, creative, funny, outgoing, lovable woman. Oh man, I could go on forever, but I guess that might weird some people out lol. Her name is Michelle Sapkarov, and she has my heart =DDD IloveyouMichelle

ON another note since my last update I have finally started my Nike Dunk Collection! it's getting pretty intense. Im almost in the double digits. It's kind of an obsession now. Also I went snowboarding in Cananda when I met up with my family out there. It was crazy, my cousin snowboards! I will be going back next season along with colorado with my aunt. Hmm...what else. I have gone though two jobs and im still currently at one of them. I was a Happy Feet sales men (Click)but I got fired due to new management...damn Turkish cats. Not that I have anything against turkish people, the ones that took my job aren't on my good side. I am now working at Target. I want to quit. but it's cool. Next week I will be attending Columbia Collage for photography classes! They have a high school summer program and this will count as a collage credit. I am so pumped because photography is something I have always wanted to learn about, but have never gotten the time to. Other then that, I can't really think of anything else. There is so much more that I will think about later, but that's all for now!

-Love peace and chicken grease!

Michelle

Dunks

Skateboarding

Snowboarding

sex

YEAH!

Hmm...I havn't updated in a mucho long time >.< Lets see....there hasn't been any crazy shizzle going down.

-I just came back from Mississippi. Yeah I know, you're prolly thinking what the hell is in Mississippi. lol There was actually a shizzle load of stuff to do there. I went jet skiing on the Gulf of Mexico, that was prolly the highlight to my mini vacation because it was my first time evere jet skiing. It was crazy, I thought I saw a shark while we were in the water...but it turned out to be a dolphin. There is also a bunch of outlet malls, we (two aunts and my cousin) hit up one and I got Nikes for $30. I think im going to start collect Nikes....but when I get money lol. Hmm..We also hit up New Orleans, Louisiana and Bay St. Louis both were about an hour or two away from where we stayed. I had a french doughnut at Cafe Du Monde(sp?) it's pretty much a plain square doughtnut with a shizzle load of powdered sugar. We ended the vacation with a Kenny Loggins concert, he is really old school. My aunt is obsessed with him. We were in Mississippi for four days and we drove...>.< That was prolly the worst. it was 14 hour drive there and back.

-Im finally 16! Thank you to everyone who remembered my birthday.

-I found a new hobby, and it's bowling. If anyone wants to go tell me because it's a dollar a game by my house. I went with Michelle, Tom, and Austin on my birthday and I loved it.

-I also went to Six flags for the first time. It was me, Katie, and Austin. It was crazyyyy, I'd have to say that giant drop scared the most crap out of me...and that the water park there sucks balls lol. I want to go again before summer ends.


                                                        

My post has come to an end. Lets hang out before the summer ends! I really want to go mini golfing...

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Hmm...I havn't updated in a while >.< Here are some of the sweet stuff that has gone down:

-Track ended for me =\ Over all I improved a little, but getting sick didn't help in prgressing. Sall g though, this season was so fun either way! Im happy for all the people who are going to state, Cliff and Derek are hittin that shizz up. Well this summer I can hopfully get to their level =DDD im going to pump iron and the ladies are going to go wild!

-I started drivers ed! It's pretty sweet. The Instructor Mr Maddaloni is the mann! He is so out of controll that the people from Schaumburn Christian complained....but sall good he is still a badass. I started Driving today w/ him! I was dominating the road, we went on the high way! I was going 75!!! I know I know you're jealous, but you're just going to have to live with it lol. He said I have good comments all over so im pretty stoked for Fridays lesson.

-Star Wars III! Yoda is the man. nough said lol he had the best part of the movie

-Chicago Sunday!!!- Ohh man! The long awaited trip to Chi Town is commming! Im ready to shred! It's all I can think of durring hte day. I am going to get some footy for W.B.B. Shieet, it's going to be rad!

Lifes pretty good at the moment, summer starts in 17 days! If anyone wants to school this Memorial Day Weeks in give me a ring ot im me!

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So far this week has been iight, nothing new really. I want to skate >.< Hopfully this weekend. There are a bunch of track meets lined up ( I do belive it's Saturday, Monday Tuesday)


Anyone up for skating?!?!?!

Spring break is quickly comming to an end. It was pretty fun and boring at the same time.

-Wednesday- I had track practice in the morning. It wasn't that bad, we are finally jumping once again. Oh man, my new spikes are pretty sweet and a lot comfortable then the old ones. After Licher and Hide picked me up....Subway...Hitting up Roselle w/ one more person.(Aka Piere(sp?) It was very windy, but non the less it was very fun. After it started to rain we picked up these girlies that they wanted to mack on....but shortly after we just dropped them off and chilled at Lichners house for the rest of the evening.

-Thursday- WOOOO!!! I got to skate Chicago for the first time!!! We spent almost the whole day just chillin at skatin there (We = Scottie, Ross, Mikey, Tom, Locket, and Clifford) Hmm...I had Chipotle!!! Then around 4:00 we arrived back at Roselle and skated that a bit.

-Friday- I woke up to find that my bother got a tatoo. It's pretty cool I guess, I was tellin him that it's going to get all wrinkly and gross when he's 50, but he's at the point of no return now.He drove me to track and I pretty much slept the rest of the day. Pretyy boring huh?!

-Today- WOOOO!!! New complete!!!! Feast your eyes on the set up.


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Spring break has been alight so far, nothing really exciting to talk about minus the awesome weather on Monday

Friday-Sunday: Friday I just chilled w/ Austin, Mike, and Tom. We skated a little bit then chilled at the streets. Mike got a cool new deck wile the rest of us got some free stickers lol. Hmm...I have no clue what in the world I did on Saturday...maybe im getting the days mixed up =\\..I prolly just chilled at home. Then Saturday was family time due to Easter. I went to church frist then we had a enormous lunch at IHOP. Later on in the day we headed on over to my aunts house where we had din din.

Monday- WOOO! It was so nice! It finally felt like summer, but better cause it wasn't burning hot. IN the morn I had Track practice, which wasn't that bad. From then it was all chillin and skating at Roselle/Kemberling(sp?)

Today- Shieet, I didn't do anything today. I slept all day, I was thinking about skating but I didn't have a ride anywhere =\ When my madre came home we went out and rented the movie I needed on Bruce Lee for my speech! Anyone have any ideas of a uneque intro? I was thinkin of playing part of a movie....good? Dick Pond was next on the list where I got new track spikes! They are pretty rad, I don't think im going to be needing new track shizzle for a while. And now here I am...bored once again.

Things I need to do:
 -Get my liscense
 - Job
 -Skate more
 -Beat personal records in Long and Tripple Jump
 -New Threads
 -Write speech and math project =\

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Life is pretty sweet right now. My new computer chair came yesterday and it's pretty dang sweet! Track ofcourse is tireing, but fun at the same time. The outdoor season is starting pretty soon. I got these sweet Under Armur socks for meets, which are supposed to keep my feet dry >.< I think I might be seeing a movie this Friday! First time in a long time that im not going to be home on a Friday night.. That's pretty much the high lights =DDD

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-Liscense
-Get a jod
-Beat both my Personal Records in Long and tripple jump
-Get some new clothes
-Get new shoes
-Get a hair cut
-Skateboard
-Snowboard
-Get new skateboard
-A g/f would be nice...but not untill I drive...
-Get out of the house more
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Hmm...my knee hurts =\

-love peace and chicken grease

Friday....I don't even know what I did Friday...I think I just stayed in and watched shizzle on the comp (aka Tokyo Underground, New Naruto, And Hunter X Hunter)

Saturday I pretty much slept that whole day...Broke the news to my mom anout the Mini Disk

Today- I went to church with my mother and she introduced me to this really cool guy named Ted. I guess he is going to introduce me to some peep's at Willow Creek since im prolly going to be going there for now. Dispite all the things people said about the Shuffle, I still got it lol just because it's the only thing I can afforrd for now and I like it =PPP

I think I might be gettin this because the Mini Disk broke...What do you think?
And Ideas on other ones that are around the same price?

That's right..anyone want to snowboard?

WelL!! After getting ASAP Behdad and Bryan picked me up and we hit up the Septemberfest. Lots of standing. The night was super fun and lame at the same time...Hmm...I finally got to ride in Jeremy's Prelude! Well! I got to meet some new people and umm...I really want to skate...and!!! Behdad is a player and we went 120 on higgins!! That's about it..

Hmm..I have this Tinickling(sp? it's a Filippino dance with bamboo sticks)  thing with the Filippino Kr3w and then im going to hit up the Embassy with Behdad!

Hmm... I shall be using my xanga for a little bit now!! So if you wanna read about my shizzle... it's www.xanga.com/randangerous

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:::sigh::: This summer has gone by soo fast. I went to do a little school shopping yesterday wich was pretty nice. Got some pants, a cupple shirts, and school shizzle ( I was hoping to get a hat but that didn't happen) Hmm...My watch is broken!! Im mucho bummed about that one....I ran into this crazy biker...and part of the band thing tore. That same guy ran into like three other people to! And he even took out this little kid it was pretty bad.

On a better note It was Gina's birthday today!! I hope she worked shizzle out with the mom..But..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Well that's pretty much it...anyone want to hang out tomorrow?

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Hmm...Well today after getting that sexy beast I hit up the Embassy! It was a very nice time there, I got to see  some poeple I haven't seen in a little while and I miss hanging out with them such as Shannon, Bryan, Gina, Chadizzle, and Justin! Well as the sesion went on Jan and his krew came by and we continued the madd sesion. When it came time to leave we ended the night with going to Ven Aqui. All together an awesome day =DDD

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